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July
5, 2004
Kathy
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"Two Days an' a Wake-Up"
July
3 / 4, 2004
Elaine
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Bush's Police State and Independence
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Stan
Goff
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Snehal
Shingavi
"We Want Real Justice for Bhopal": Two Survivors Speak
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Bruce
Anderson
The Cheney-Leahy Metaphor and the Greens
Sharon
Smith
Twilight of the Greens: the Chokehold of "Anybody But Bush"
Josh
Frank
Ralph Nader's Revolt: an Interview with Greg Bates
Robert
Fisk
Pentagon Tried to Censor Saddam's Hearing
Joe
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Sons of a Laboring God: Leftnecks Unite!
Brian
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Justin
Delacour
The Anti-Chavez Echo Chamber: Venezuela's Media Tycoons
William
S. Lind
Saudi Spillover
Linda
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A Joke Called "Justice"
Greg
Moses
"It's Illegal, But It's Our Right": Korean Labor Won't
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Ron
Jacobs
"Ain't You Proud to be White on Independence Day?"
Toni
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Dan
Nagengast
Chicken Manure as Cattle Food: Safe, But Do We Want to Eat It?
Stew
Albert
Brando, a Personal Recollection
Dave
Zirin
From the Black Panthers to Sacheen Littlefeather: a Eulogy for
Our Brando
Patrick
W. Gavin
The Progressive Case for Dodgeball
Steven
Rosenthal / Junaid Ahmad
The Problem is Bigger Than the Bushes: a Review of F911
Poets'
Basement
Kearney, Ford and Davies
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July
2, 2004
Jeffrey
St. Clair
Suicide Right on the Stage: the Demise
of the Green Party
Douglas
Valentine
Fahrenheit 911: Mocking the Moral Crisis of Capitalism
Gary
Leupp
"Just Because I Could": On Obscenities and Opportunities
Lee
Ballinger
Illegal People: Kerry Opposes Immigrant Rights
Robert
Fisk
Saddam in the Dock: Confused? Hardly
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Arraignment
Christopher
Brauchli
Bush's Drug Card Lottery: the Price Ain't Right
Saul
Landau
Buzz Words and Venezuela

July 1, 2004
Katherine
van Wormer
Bush's Damaged Mind: the Madness in
His Method
Joe
Bageant
Is Our President a Whackjob? Does It Matter?
William
James Martin
The Dogma of Richard Perle
Dave
Lindorff
Bush's Evacuation Moment
Robert
Fisk
Bread and Circus Trials in Iraq
Alan
Maass
Green Party in Reverse
Website
of the Day
Michael Moore and Israel: Blind or a Coward?
June
30, 2004
Kurt Nimmo
Nicholson
Baker's Checkpoint: a New Kind of Anger About Bush
Tariq
Ali
Getting Away with Murder in Iraq
Jennifer
Van Bergen
Bush and the Detainees
Douglas
Valentine
Apotheosis of the Psychopaths: Instead of Fahrenheit 9/11, Rescreen
The Quiet American
David
Price
Fahrenheit 9/11 Through the McCain-Feingold Looking Glass
Roger
Normand
America's Criminal Occupation of Iraq
Stan
Cox
Sanitized for Your Protection: Ashcroft's
War on Art
Henry
David Thoreau
On the Futility of Bush v. Kerry: All Voting is a Kind of Gaming
Ben
Tripp
Who Dast Call Him Liar: a Rebuttal to Nicholas Kristof

June
29, 2004
Patrick
Cockburn
The Cloak-and-Dagger Handover
Robert
Fisk
Alice in an Iraqi Wonderland
Troy
Selvaratnam
New York Times Boosts Pet Developer
Harry
Browne
Bush in Ireland
Ray
McGovern
The CIA According to Anonymous
Elaine
Cassel
Hamdi, Padilla & Rasul: Who Really
Won?
June
28, 2004
Patrick
Cockburn / Leyla Linton
Grisly Rituals in Iraq
Amira
Hass
Confronting Myths and Deadly Power
June
26 / 27, 2004
Alexander
Cockburn
Venezuela: the Gang's All Here
Patrick
Cockburn
Iyad Allawi, the CIA's New Stooge
in Iraq
Dennis
Hans
Once They Were Sweethearts: Cheney,
the NYTs and the Myth of an Iraq Link to 9/11
Ben
Tripp
Adventures in Fuel Efficiency
Dave
Lindorff
That State Department Terrorism
Report: What They Knew, But Didn't Tell You
Chris
Floyd
Cold Irons Bound: the Russian Gambit
Ali
Tonak
Contamination at Berkeley: Profit Motives,
Academic Freedom and the Case of Ignacio Chapela
Keith
Rosenthal
The Withering of the Anti-War Movement
Bryan
Sacks
The Failure of the 9/11 Commission
Wayne
Madsen
Another Case of Blowback
Thomas
St. John
L. Frank Baum, Racist: Indian-Hating
in the Wizard of Oz
Niranjan
Ramakrishnan
American Swadeshi

June
25, 2004
Stephen
Gowans
US to North Korea: "Trust Us"
Saul
Landau
2006 Pentagon Budget as Sacrilege:
Bush Invests the National Treasure in Death and Destruction
Amir
Butler
Iraq: the Deadly Embrace
Jack
McCarthy
Another Times Plagiarism Scandal?
Did Maureen Dowd Lift from the World Weekly News?
Greg
Bates
Chomsky and Zinn Plan to Vote Nader

June 24, 2004
Gary Leupp
John
Lehman on the Iraq / al-Qaeda Links
Patrick Cockburn
A
Day in the Life of Col. Abu Mohammed: Defusing Bombs, Facing
Death Threats
Harry Browne
On
the Rebound: Bush Bounces Back...in Europe
Bill Kaufman
Another
Marxist for Kerry: Joel Kovel's Sad Smear of Ralph Nader
Christopher
Brauchli
Bush,
Cheney and the 9/11 Commission: What Did They Know? What Did
They Tell?
Rick Gioimbetti
Andrea Yates: Victim of Psychiatric Violence?
John Chuckman
Call Center ID Hypocrisy
Diana Johnstone
Kerry
and Kosovo: the Lie of a "Good War"

June 23, 2004
Laura Carlsen
Bush
and Castro Face Off
Dave Zirin
Barry
Bonds vs. Boston: "A Flea Market of Racism"
Kurt Nimmo
From
Saddam, With Love
Patricia Wolff
Foundation Wars
Mahboob A. Khawaja
"They Had Me Arrested and Shackled My Son"
Patrick Cockburn
The
Pretense of an Independent Iraq
Website of the Day
The Road to Abu Ghraib

June 22, 2004
Dave Lindorff
The
Meaning of Putin's Pronouncement: Mutually Assured Pre-emption
Ron Jacobs
Nuclear Plants in US Protectorate of Iraq?
Vanessa Jones
Coogee, Peter Garrett and Valium Earrings
Mickey Z
An Open Letter to the People of Iraq
John L. Hess
Clinton Exhales
Pedro Marset/Ex-Solidarity
Committee for Pacho Cortés
An Exchange on the Case of Pacho Cortés
Bruce Jackson
Saying
No to Prosecutors: Why Steve Kurtz's Colleagues Refused to Testify
Website of the Day
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June
21, 2004
Gary
Leupp
Putin's Helpful Remarks
Lucson
Pierre-Charles
Haiti After the Press Went Home: Chaos
Upon Chaos
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Uri
Avnery
Irreversible Mental Damage
June
19 / 20, 2004
Patrick
Cockburn
Inside the Green Zone: US is Paranoid
and Isolated
Bruce
Anderson
Frozen Gringos
Diane
Christian
Morality and Death: a Meditation
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Walter
A. Davis
Passion of the Christ in Abu Ghraib
Josh
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How Democrats Helped Bush Rape Mother
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Dan Smith
Respectable Genocide?: the Crisis
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Brian
Cloughley
A Profound Disruption of the Senses
Christopher
Brauchli
Bush and the Timken Plant, a
Year Later
Prudence
Crowther
Mr. Ashcroft, Deport Me!
Poets'
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Iqbal/Alam, Krieger and Albert
Kathy
Kelly
Dying to See Their Kids
June
18, 2004
Chris
Floyd
Blood Victory
Dave
Zirin
Danielle Green, Basketball Player
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Justin
E.H. Smith
The Christian Question in American
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Gary
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June
17, 2004
Noel
Ignatiev
Zionism, Anti-Semitism and the People
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Kurt
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The Bush-Kerry Conundrum
Ed
Cardoni
The Persecution of Steve Kurtz
Ron
Jacobs
Power Relations: Rounding Up Everyone Who Knows More Than They
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Dave
Lindorff
Philly Daily News: "Four Wasted Years"
Greg
Moses
Geneva Ignored
Norm
Dixon
How Reagan Armed Saddam with Chemical
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July
5, 2004
"Two
Days an' a Wake-Up"
Lupe
By
KATHY KELLY
Pekin
Federal Prison, Peoria.
"Two days an' a wake-up,
Ms. Kelly," sings a prisoner as my out date approaches.
In 90 days at Pekin Federal Prison Camp I've spun through a revolving
door compared with realities experienced by most of the 2.1 million
inmates currently housed in US prisons.
A friend sent me an inscription
carved over the entrance of a Polish prison. "When you enter
here," it reads, "do not despair. When you leave here,
do not rejoice."
I shared this quote with my
co-defendant, Cynthia Brinkman, whom the whole compound calls
"My Nun." ("Where's my nun?" someone yells.
"I need a prayer." "She's not your nun,"
another argues. "She's MY nun!") Cynthia read the inscription,
gave me a knowing look, and said, "You're rejoicing."
She's right. I'm ready to leave,
and perhaps I've had one foot out the door during much of my
time here. But I'm also subdued by the realization that by any
rational assessment I shouldn't be the next one out the door--not
when many mothers incarcerated with me haven't seen their children
in years. Lupe, for instance.
Yesterday, Lupe was thrilled
because I gave her my "TV Day," which meant uninterrupted
access to three hours of Hispanic "soaps." Later that
same afternoon, Lupe came to see me while I was doing laundry.
"Look, Kathy, I brought my gang to come and thank you."
The "Gang" is the
sweetest trio of young mothers imaginable. "Are you going
to write about us before you go?" asked Lupe, as she and
her friends helped me fold laundry. "C'mon, ask me questions."
Q and A with Lupe brought nervous
giggles, tears, and a rush of memories. "They don't treat
you like a person. You're just a number to them," she said,
recalling her court date in Indianapolis three years ago, when
a judge sentenced her to nine years in prison on drug charges.
Her supporters had filled the courtroom. Among them was her grandfather,
who had traveled all the way from Mexico for the trial. Many
people had written letters asserting that Lupe was indeed a good
girl, that she had never gotten in trouble before.
"The tough girls, they
used to beat me up," said Lupe, laughing, "because
I didn't do bad things." It wasn't until she met and later
married her boyfriend that she became involved with drugs. "But
the lawyers, the judge--they don't care about your past life.
My public defender didn't try to help me. He never told me what
was going on. I didn't know what to say or do. And the judge
made fun of all the people who came to the sentencing hearing.
He said I'd need them more while I was in prison than while we
sat in his court."
Now, with her daughters, Alexandra,
aged 5 1/2, and Lizette, 4, living in Mexico, Lupe does need
help. She needs someone to bring them to Pekin for a visit. "I
miss my daughters so much," lamented Lupe, who hasn't seen
her girls since July 2001. "It's driving me crazy."
Each 15 minute phone call to
Mexico costs $8.35. Lupe works hard to earn enough to manage
a weekly call. Even though she is the main orderly for our unit,
her wages, which have risen from 12 to 20 cents an hour during
her confinement, are barely enough to cover this one brief conversation.
"I call every Monday, at 1 p.m. Sometimes they forget to
have my daughters there," said Lupe, referring to her in-laws,
who are now raising the girls.(Lupe's husband is himself serving
a 27 year sentence.) "I can understand; they're getting
bigger now, doing things. Still, it hurts. I live for that phone
call." The pain in her voice is all too evident. "The
other thing that hurts bad--my younger daughter, she doesn't
want to talk to me. The older one says, 'Mommy, Lizette doesn't
love you, but I do.' And the older one says, 'Mommy, I don't
want you to be in prison any more; I want you to come home.'
"
Each day, Lupe walks between
four and six miles on the oval track. "That's where you
can go to think a little more, and to cry," she says. "I
think about what I'll do when I get out. Everything will be for
my daughters. I can't wait to take them to the Brookfield Zoo,
and to the Mexican Day parade."
"There are so many things
I think about. What would it be like to fix their hair, to take
them to the park, to make meals for them? I don't even know my
daughters' favorite colors. I know Alexandra's favorite song."
Tears spilled down Lupe's cheeks.
"Twinkle, Twinkle, Little
Star."
"When I get out, I'll
think three times before I do anything. I'll ask myself how it
will affect my daughters, our future. Will it help them grow
up strong? I want them to grow up strong, not weak, like me."
I asked Lupe if she really
believed she was weak. She flashed her brilliant smile, dark
eyes still filled with tears. "No," she said. "I'm
strong."
Cynthia and the others whom
I left behind at Pekin FPC carefully monitor the daily news,
looking for updates about legislation that would revive systems
of parole for federal inmates (see http://site.fppr.us).
Prisoners across the US are also keenly interested in a proposal
being considered by the American Bar Association to abolish mandatory
minimum sentencing.
"Kathy, tell me the truth,"
said Lupe. "Do you think there's a chance I could go home
before my time is up?"
I've no idea, but I promised
Lupe I would join efforts to reform a system that condemns first
time offenders charged with nonviolent crimes to harsh mandatory
minimum sentences. As it stands now, Lupe must wait 53 months
before she'll hear "two days an' a wake-up."
Kathy Kelly co-coordinates the Voices
in the Wilderness campaign. She has completed a three month
sentence for protesting at the US army military combat training
school in Fort Benning, GA.
To contact Lupe or Kathy, write kathy@vitw.org
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